luckily i went for my class today for the PAS presentation. Jason's grp gotta present sth bout abortion.. and he showed us this video called "99 balloons". This video tells us bout a baby who has Trisomy 18 (occurs when a baby has three chromosomes in the eighteenth position instead of the normal two) known as the Edward's syndrome. Despite the mother knowing the baby is goin to live not more than 2 mths, she gave birth to lil' eliot who has dis syndrome.

You can find the video in youtube...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=th6Njr-qkq0
[pls copy paste to watch cos i dunno hw to link]

i keep asking ash a.k.a ashtray to cum and fetch me here and there. i'm so tired for the whole wk, and was werking hell outta myself. =X. yawn~ the weather's getting hot and stuffie.. i'm always perspiring int he midst of somewhre. SINGAPORE'S HOT!!!

went for NSL today... i was told tat i'm nearly in the debarrment list. hahaha. phew. close shave. i nearly got some retarded counseling frm my tcher..

Petrina was good even though we din do beta that Jason's grp.. but she gif it her best shot!! lols. she did all the presentation by herself cos our grp has jus got sth a lil bit messed up... thnks to pet the rescuer!!! lols...

Ting got a bit crazie today.. keep saying that she love me. anyway. buddies foreva aite??

Watched the vcd step up 2 last week.. was uber niceee. X)

i'm done... HAPPY EMOING.. >.<

was rather emo-ing again... lols.. work-eat-dance-piano-sleep.. dis is rather my routine... x)... i miss winson and the bunch.. -_-... feeling depressed at times.. lols... i am too tired to switch on the comp... i nid to ask my maid to turn on... ah... so sick... my chest is so itchy after applying some anti-stress mark cream... fark the itch driving me nuts...!!

i keep skipping lessons... lazy lazy lazy... X)... i failed my ns4 test... duno ns3 or 4... wadeva.. OUCH!! ferst failure... i'm so not gonna fail again.. dam it... i'm going to stop work next wk... Ash fell down in BUGIS toilet... and got and injured toe and sprained his ankle... came to fetch me wit his bike... always act cute.. -_-...actually he is reli cute... haahaa... always act innocent..

Si took a shot of her dumb-look and posted in all our fones.. lols.. class was always fun wit si, yvonne, jp, belle and of cos liting!! wit her sexy lips... lols.. nothing could be more fun witout them... -_-... haahaa...

lols.. saw the pimp ytd... O.o... wahahaha... so cute...

Watched the rened vcd... The Hottie And The Nottie..funny show aite?? by the bimbotic gal called paris hilton.. lols... anyway... long tym no blog!!! lols.. internet broke down... argh~!...

lazy lazy lazy..

YESTERDAY IS A HISTORY
TOMORROW IS A MYSTERY
TODAY IS A GIFT
THATS WHY IT'S CALLED PRESENT

was msging francis... and went to rent vcd wit ash ytd... and ALSO to do a following check-up in the hospital... waited for like 1.5hrs b4 its my turn... slow slow slow... lol...

past few days was rather sad for me... my presentation was a wreck.. -_-.... tchr deducted our 20% cos we din emphasise on our conclusion... sheet her... anyways.. it was reli fun in sch thou... si told me tat ah meng ask her "B"(her bf; ah boon).. tat if u do sex... u lyk the sound piak piak piak or pok pok pok... ah boon was ans was piak piak piak... lols guess wad ah meng say??? piak piak piak = skinny gurls whre got nice... pok pok pok = abit fat ghurls cos more shiok ma... preety lame rite???... ah meng is with full of his stupid nonsense.. X) haahaa

i got a pair of haivanas slippers wit my dad and my mum and my 2 other sistaas in orchard... was so fun... wahahaha... i love my dad when his not drunk... heee..

anyway... i skipped sch today... lazy to go for jus 1 stupid lecture so asked ting or belle to sign for me... werking at mamaison later... hee... take it slow yo... X)

so excited for my dance class. engteck came back already.. i hope i'm up to the standard to join the competition.. getting my latin shoes this weekend.. MUAHAHAHA!!

MY eyes keep twitching not tat i'm superstitious.. i feel so unlucky today.. -_-.. duh~!.. i went to check out my visa card... FARK... screw the salesperson... i argued wit the poor auntie in the bank.. My card was all along activated is jus tat the salesperson has mistaken it as nets... i did a few transactions to try out my card but it was useless tats y i went to check whether if there's prob wit my card.. Am so embarrassed... eventually i did apologised.. hee... i was lyk 15 mins for my werk.. STUPID RULES!!! ARGH~! $1/min... wad am i werking for man~~!

anyway, the pic tat i'm showing you rite now is one of the member from super junior.. so cute~! look at his hair... i tink it reli suites u... =X... jus a suggestion... X).. if u wan to noe how cute are those 13 members frm super junior u can chaeck dis out.."http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cvwbPj3OowU" and so randomly i caught dem trying act in a show called the coffee prince.. its super dumv but tis super funny.. hahahaha... check dis out too "http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Q_ToDakWlw"

Labels: cute

lols... dis is so cool.. look at tat pic its pretty lame but true.. got frm one of my frn's blog... jiayu's frn brigitte. =X.. lols..

anyway jus got hm today.. super uber tiring.. i got to do my stuff in the afternoon... meet my frn and den went to werk.. knock off at 10pm.. meet my god-bro;sean at the very last min at 10pm.. lols.. ma maison's last order was lyk 9.50pm... as usual order a ink speg and a doteni hamburger.. YUMMY~! i got hold of free clam chowder, coke float, and a brownie wit ice cream.. lalalalala~~ 20% for staff discount... weee~!i'm fat again.. ARGH~! temptation is driving nuts..

well... jus when i was toking abt aloysius this afternoon, he msged during my werking tym.. lols... chatting on the sms quite long.. haven seen ea other for wks due to my busy schedule and his busy schedule.. -_-... lols... i fell asleep when i asked him bt scifen thing.. oops~! =X.. sry

Anyway, i got to do some toilet business.. and my SSHIT was roughly 6 inch long.. lols... light brown color.. HALO!! i'm not tryin to show tell you how long is my SSHIT... -_-.. u'll hab to hab some knowlegde alrite... if ur stool is black and come along with a super uber foul smell means u have internal bleedin in ur large intestine... -_-.. or maybe CANCER!!! black stools = MELINAN STOOLS!! and actually SSHIT which is equals to stool should come out in a nice long form roughly 5-6inch and when u see it, it looks soft... not tat i'm tryin to say u hab to scrutinise it.. jus rather have a glance at it, jus to make sure alrite...i'm not jokin but its truth..

NO ONE~ NO ONE... Infatuation to the particular person?

i'm goin to werk later.. -_- .. yawn... wad am i living for.. -_-

I was late cos i overslept.. =X.. i did my micro-teaching presentation halfway... do till 3 am in the morning.. of cos i'll b tired... den i finish up the rest early in the morning... not reli early ard 10 am..

i'm so not gonna gib up..!!! i'm not!!.. i'll pull thru dis wit u...
Sorrow lasts through this night
I'll take this piece of you
And hope for all eternity
For just one second I felt whole
You're always special 2 me
i'm so gonna miss you
I'm so lost without you
In you i found my comfort zone

Liting is so crazy over me... and of cos i'm lyk so crazy over her... we r both crazies... lols... Today, Sihui din come to sch again... T.T... hope everything's gonna be alrite for her. X)... Gossip abt Justine again with Justine no. 2 PeiXia... lols... so lame... NSL was fun, i did BRA presentation. the different types of bra tat ppl r using for diff occasions... so diao... everyone sae i slim down so much.. lols.. boobs so big...!!! -_-... ah~! there's so many pervies including liting... lols.. she was toking lyk toking to me on the fone now.. saying tat my boobs are huge.. hahahahahahahahahahahahaha~! insane~!

Labels: WHRE ARE THE PEOPLE??

X) X) X) X) X) X) X) X)

when there is light, i see darkness.
when i see u, i'll see light in the darkness.
Thanks for bringing the "one day" joy in my life.
Smile always.

LA LA LA LA~ waited for the hrs to past, i waited for liting outside her class.. X) i'm so delighted upon hearing tat she passed her cmbio.. lols.. we went shopping around bugis street. bought the same shirts together. "I LOVE SHOPPING" on the tee.. OF COS.. WE LOVE SHOPPING!!.. lols.. den we went on to buy 2 double scoop ice cream in 2 cones. Liting chosen the tiramisu and rum & raisin. i chose the tartufo and macademia nut.. X).. YUM!! ITS HUGE~! we had so much fun!!

Today is GARY'a Bdae!! so me and liting shared a cake for gary... cos the rest had bought him a red crumpler bag.. X) lols.. Anyway, after the cake thing.. winson and i took a walk around the building.. Slow exercise for beta digestion. X).. well.. winson tried his very best to salvage it. Let it live... let it live.. He shared his tots to me and i consoled him. Lets move on...

Saw Xiang Yun on the bus.. lols.. was taking 63... den i left the rest to go hm.. X).. i took a long walk to take bus 147... quite dumb when i chase the bus and it drove off.. i'm so big-sized and the driver's too blind to see.. lols.. Sitting alone at the bus stop emo-ing...

You are all special to me.. X).. Thank GOD tat u r all part of life.. X) LOVE YOU GUYS

I'll always respect your decision. In life, choices are hard to make. Future is though at stake but we can do wad we can to hold it on and control it.

u'll be able to c how gay i am in a nursing uniform.. lols.. fag.. -_-.. lols... some random shot in my house early in the morning.. X)...

anyways, today started out perfectly but... when i tok to liting it jus doesn't seems rite.. both of us r jus startling with wad we are toking abt... there jus seems to be an awkwardness in the two of us... X)... conversations finally turn out smoothly when we started to chat bt ourselves during the attachment... hahaha.. we went dancesport together... today was jus the starting of rumba... wO,Ot.. it was fun.. i hope my partner eng teck will jus come back asap la huh... lols... still love liting... lols.. she seems to b the onli person who can understand my tot... she may be a bit psychotic.. heh heh... I HOPE SHE READ DIS.. lols.. she got her new hairstyle... which reli suits her well.. beautifully done.. X).. wahahaha... when i was jus bt to go, i saw dis guy which is frm Oschool... duno the who... lucy's hip hop frn who werked in the IT fair too... lols... i forgot his name but still can recognise his face.. X)... lols.. PS... lols... actually when i say ey~~~ means i forgot the name if i din call out the name... real sorry.. lols. he's np yr 1and is currently studying Electronic Engineering.. he seems stunned to c me in sch... lol... X) his stunned face is so cute.. lols

ash came to fetch me along wit belle and edwin... lols.. we went to her aunt's funeral which reminded me of my grandma... T.T... emo-ed again... i reli miss her... someday i'll join her soon.. X).. lols.. anyway ash pronounced the pierre cardin as "pure" cardin... den he anyhow bombed saying tat he bought the fake one for his mama.. lols.. stupid excuse... lols.. he bought to bugis mac and had my fries plus a choco cream chip ice blend frm starbucks.. yummy!!! den he gib me a ride hm again... heehee...

Jus wan2 tell u... u'll miss me when i'm gone... you're jus a pretender..

Turns out most of the people din come to sch.. i went to sch @ 9am... den left @ 2pm EXCITEDLY for my evaluation test.. fark~!.. i failed the test despite multiple practices... ARGH~! i emo-ed and wanted to cry again... keep complainin to ash.. lols.. pity him tat he had to hear my complains over and over again.. JUS 2 MARKS i will get 63/70...!!!!!!! AHHH~!! A PASS!! -_-..

EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO~ KID... T.T...

I came wee bit earlier today wanted to meet someone for lunch but everyone has sth on... >.< ... nvm.. at least i saved a penny today.. lols.. i ate half a portion of a porridge... so full... feel lyk puking... but its so delicious.. X).. i'll nvr gib it a miss... its at SIM FOODCOURT... X)

came hm and cook maggie for myself... its "CHU QIAN YI TING"... its nice but i threw the half away due to dieting and vomit out the rest... -_-.. feel so sick in the stomach... i feel bulimic... lols... i reli did miss him.. he's special... avoid me somemore... i don even wan to tok to u anymore.. -_-... bleahs

WITH THE LIPS OF AN ANGEL~~~

PLS TAKE NOTE TAT THE TIMING IS DIFFERENT, PM = AM, AM = PM.. i wouldn't be so dumb to blog early in the morning...i cant even foresee the future.. so pls do understand... i tried to change but failed.. stupid system..

OMG~! i'm lyk so enthu in bikes now.. met up wit annabelle, ash and edwin 4 lunch... lols.. aft my lessons in bbdc, ash came to fetch me in his 400CC MOTORBIKE on the dot @ 2pm... lols.. my lessons ends 5 mins late so kinda feel sry to let him wait too.. X=.. he came all the way dwn frm hougang... and it was lyk raining in bt batok.. me and ash nearly got drenched in the rain but stopped by @ a petrol staion... den he lent me his raincoat to protect me frm the rain.. lols... so gentlemenly~ he was drenched under the rain.. i feel bad... :(.. i kinda force dem to eat LONG JOHN SILVER... =X.. i feel guilty to come out wit this stupid suggestion...

On tues, Ash and his clique r goin for roundings, so belle and ash invited me to join dem... ARGH~! if onli my parents allowed and understand.. hais.. i'm still tinkin of wad to do nxt?? should i go or i should NOT go?? lols.. i'm in a dilemma now... hahaha.. no worries... still got 1 more day to tink.. X).. don rush... X)

After meeting dem, i rushed dwn 2 tiong 2 meet my family.. they kinda pissed me off today... i was late for an hr cos i took a bus and rushed down... but the FUGGIN BUS WAS SOOOO DAM SLOW... >.< .. and den my mum and sis keep spam calling me... WTF?? i cant rush the bus wad~~ so i jus keep hangin off their phonecalls... cos its pissing me off.. worst still... they din buy my FAVOURITE RED BEAN ICE KACHANG despite my naggings!!! AHH~! FARK~! i nearly broke down into tears when comes into dis situation... tears keep rolling, mucus keep flowing lyk chakra overflow... lols... felt silly but i don lyk quarrels... when i reached, i slammed the car door so hard tat its kinda lyk super loud~ lols.. den i jus piss my mum off by telling her tat i'm learning the ride a bike soon BY USING MY OWN HARD EARN MONEY~!! dis seriously shuts her mouth up... lols... den she say she disagree wit it but i said i told her already... den lols... i jus stuff the earpiece into my ears... LMAO... so her nagging was useless... can't hear ath.. :D

And OF COS, I went hm storming in fury.. so i went for a 3km jog ard my house estate... X).. i felt relaxed... and practice the piano for awhile.. hahahaha..
my younger sis called hm and i asked her to buy the RED BEAN ICE KACHANG for me... COOL~! i got wad i wan... X).. muahahaha... makes my day turn ard... my dad was lyk all red bean ice kachang are the same... BUT HELL NOOOOOO~!! TIONG BAHRU PLAZA'S KOPITIAM RED BEAN"S ICE KACHANG THE BEST!!!!! weee~!! XD

at ard 9pm, my dad brings the whole family to eat at some thai cuisine restaurant... i had a feast.. ordered too much food... makes me so bloated.. gah gah gah~!

SO U'RE AVOIDING ME NOW~ DISTANT WATCH~ :(

AHHH~!! I LOVE BIKERS~!! Ytd I went to chill out wit a newly known frn... ASH... stupid man... lols.. but it was kinda embarassing i wore a denim skirt while sitting on a bike.. X).. i tot i would be exposed~ well.. i was rather much blocked by ASH'S ASS... lols... we met together for a midnite movie along wit annabelle and his bf.. it was so excitng.. i can feel the gravitational pull den i tot i was falling... to my surprise it was not tat scary at all.. it's the excitement tat makes the rider having the strong urge to ride faster to reach the max. intensity.. X).. lol.. as wad annabelle said my first virgin bike riding ws given to ASH.. tats nonsense eh.. i'm lyk still one...

anyway, fri was my last day of attachment.. it was a bit hard for me and my frns to bid gdbyes to the babies... T.T... heh... hope that they'll can grow up healthy.. X)

I was werking frm 11.30am-10pm.. saw yongkang and matt... they r lyk goin to the seoul garden to hab buffets~!! sheet them... anyway its their clss gathering.. so i wouldn't b so thick skinned to go... X)..cos i don reli noe the people..any YESH~! MATT promised me tat he'll gimme a ride on his bike...! wahahaha~!

My sis kinda pissed me off today... i'm jus lyk started playin dota... my sis face was total "black"... she was eager to catch the last bus.. and it was hard for a gathering to come by... my sis was lyk kip rushing me... lyk darn it~! and of cos... reluctantly, i went off wit her... w/o saying goodbye to some.. X).. anyway thx peeps for being understanding... at least i went... =X...

i jus want to c the backview of u will do.. lol

my tcher was picking on me ytd.. i got nth to say... -_-.. she refused to sign my logbook cos i din tie my hair.. den keep picking on me... i was late for 13 mins.. i need to werk today and leave earlier sharp @ 3pm, she was lyk no.... u stay for the 30 mins.. -_-... hais... den i walked back called my frn to checked whether she's gone or not.. or else i cant even sneak out...
my hands are "breaking"... lols.. my pair of working hands are getting rougher... my mum ask asked me not to werk but i insisted... well.. i'm glad tat i hab the mindset of my sis.. work+study hard... X)..
i feel so coped up inside.. i feel lyk crying... and i duno y... hais... so many things that had happened.. it's okay if u don reply.. i understand.. i remembered ah fat was tokin bt the stick dat is inserted thru his "ahem"... lols.. it was urinary catheter... lols.. i heard "OUCH~!" frm the rest(WINNIE,AH RAIN,AH FAT) lols... Underdogg was lyk how they insert in?? i was lyk stuff it in los... lols.. den ah fat was lyk... doing the stupid actions... lols... which i duno how to describe it..
Goin out wit winnie and the gang has brought much joy to me even though i'm so depressed... lols.. i duno y but dis few days my emotions r wee bit unstable...
toking to annabelle makes me feel comforted thou'... lols..

werking later at 1pm-9pm in kkh again.. X)

reached hm at 3 pm today.. boring trip hm... msg him din reply again.. -_-...

i came hm early to prepare to go and register for my dance lesson.. but ended up tat it was close... dam.. lols.. its closed on tuesday.. i over looked tat.. X).. lols.. anyway... i stay at home and rest and tml i'm werking again... i'm a wee bit tired but tat cant stop me frm earing money...

*i'm glad tat.. u've reli grown so much ever since dis incident... u reli hab to move on w/o him.. and w/o him u stil hab the rest of us.. frens 4eva.. =)... lols.. sounds gay when i say tat.. love u.. lols..

i'm emo-ing at hm again.. called ah fat to chit chat wit him... i was lyk i want to purchase a bike but he was lyk na ah ah ah~ for him.. lols... and he said his uncle was lyk hospitalised due to a accident happened recently.. he couldn't pass urine and was a bit crippled.. lols.. i was luffing.. fall off bike=cannot pass urine~!!
lols... anyway my mind is still set.. X)... hahahaha..

maybe i'm goin to winnie for dinner tonight.. >,<